wednesday, february 23rd, 2022

[milkteapuppyy]

someone who i thought had stopped talking to me for good just started talking to me again. just... out of the blue. it was sudden and out of nowhere, but since then we've gone back to exactly the way we were before. i hate to say it, but i suppose the time away gave us both time to reflect on everything and allowed me to become less dependent on him. im happy i was able to get through it this time instead of driving anyone away. it makes me hope that one day, maybe i can get better. maybe i can be better. i hope so, anyway. im so happy to have him back in my life again, and to feel like i havent ruined our relationship for good.