thursday, february 24th, 2022
Feb. 24th, 2022 09:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
milkteapuppyyi think i want to start posting here at least once a day :3
i like the idea of an online journal, and so far only one other person even knows about it, so it feels safe and private.
i'll start off by talking about how i've been lately :3
since i've started taking my meds again, they really have been working. i think felicia was right about me, that i was scared to get into the routine because i didnt really know how to be anything other than mentally ill and in pain. i thought it was my entire personality, so by taking steps to get better i'd be erasing who i am. but i realize now that thats silly to think. my personality isn't that im suffering, it's how i act around others and what i like and what i think about. i think i get way too in my own head, and try to get into other people's heads too. but i can't do that, i can only be who i am. i think that's something i need to take time to remember.
i like the idea of an online journal, and so far only one other person even knows about it, so it feels safe and private.
i'll start off by talking about how i've been lately :3
since i've started taking my meds again, they really have been working. i think felicia was right about me, that i was scared to get into the routine because i didnt really know how to be anything other than mentally ill and in pain. i thought it was my entire personality, so by taking steps to get better i'd be erasing who i am. but i realize now that thats silly to think. my personality isn't that im suffering, it's how i act around others and what i like and what i think about. i think i get way too in my own head, and try to get into other people's heads too. but i can't do that, i can only be who i am. i think that's something i need to take time to remember.
